Posted by Kelley Cat on Tuesday, August 18, 2009,
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Fertility
I know that people process this whole thing much differently than I do, but it never occurred to me to be unhappy or not enjoy children or pregnant women for that matter, until other people mentioned that it was hard for them. And after I thought about it, I made a strict effort to focus on the fact that children have always made me happy and I shouldn't stop letting that happen, because I have quite enough to be grumpy about! And as for the prego ladies, I've just always thought pregnant wom... Continue reading ...
Posted by Kelley Cat on Tuesday, August 18, 2009,
In :
Fertility
When I first realized I wasn't going to be able to have biological children, I was angry. I was angry at God for taking my motherhood from me. I have always wanted children. Even when I was a child I knew I wanted to be a Mommy some day. So, for me to have my fertility in jeopardy initiated a fear that I would never be a mother, that produced anger toward God, the world, irony, etc.
But once I calmed down, after some yelling at the ceiling and God, and crying in the shower, I came to a realiza...
